christmas and new years are my favorite holidays of the year and yet i dont do anything special on those days. to be honest, it doesnt even feel special. the only way it feels special is because of kpop christmas songs/specials and gayo daejun.
i just wish i got to do something christmasy :c
because when that person comes over for christmas, it honestly ruins it for me. like i dont even want to be home nowadays, what makes them think i want to be home with that person around?
my goals for the holidays; watch dramas/anime, go to more places by myself…, and not stress.
even though i hate being by myself because i already always am
on the bright side, i wont be having hw during winter break unlike last year :D